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Wednesday, May 13, 2009

some words, for goodbyes

huaaaaaaaaah ga kerasa udah hampir 3 tahun jd anak SMA 8. banyak banget cerita, gembira, bahagia, sedih, kesel, kecewa, marah, pengalaman2 berkesan yang semuanya ga bakal bisa dilupain. guru2nya, kelas2nya, temen2nya, sahabat2nya, becanda2annya, cerita2nya, cinta2nya, suka2nya, ujian2nya, belajar2nya, jalan2nya, perjuangan2nya, sibuk2nya, semuanya spesial sampe gue ga tau mesti mulai nulis dari mana.


pertama masuk ke SMA 8, kerjaan gue ngeluh melulu. ya, beneran. gue sebel banget kenapa mesti masuk ke sekolah yang ga ada temen gue sama sekali di dalemnya. bener2 ga kenal siapa2. sebulan pertama di 8 gue sering banget nangis sendirian dikamar. ga ada yg tau gue sampe se-desperate itu, paling nyokap gue doang. itu juga kyknya nyokap gue ga tau gue sampe nangis hehe. gue cuma ngga mau terlihat lemah kok :D. tapi semua berubah semenjak gue kenal lebih deket temen2 di Atnix. apalagi wktu gue mulai ikut kaderisasi SP. semuaaaa jadi bener2 menyenangkan. gue udah ditawarin pindah sekolah sama nyokap gue, tp gue bilang dgn tegas "Ga usah pindah". yup! akhirnya gue memulai kehidupan SMA gue yang ternyata, menyenangkan dan penuh kejutan : )

kelas 2. waaaah ini masa yang paling membekas deh. paling lengkap! seru banget, ngeselin banget, nyenengin banget, seneng banget, lucu banget, hahahha. saat2 di kelas 2 banyak banget yang membekas sampe sekarang. saat2 sibuk2nya sama proker2 SP, sama kaderisasi SP, jalan2 sama anak2 di Humanity. saat2 ketika gue kenal sama sahabat yg sebenarnya : ) , saat-saat dimana lingkungan di sekitar gue terkadang terlihat amat sempurna. saat-saat ketika gue ngerasa banyak banget orang2 hebat dan baik disekitar gue. tapi gue juga ngalamin saat-saat ketika gue bener2 kesel, dan ngga abis pikir sama kejadian2 itu.

ditahun terakhir, gue mulai bener2 ngerasa klop sama kelas gue. haha. lama banget ya kliknya :D. gue jadi sering mikir, ternyata kehidupan di SMA itu hebaaaaaaaaaat banget dan gue yakin gue ga bakalan dapetin semua pengalaman dan perasaan kayak gini kalo gue ga masuk SMA 8. semua pasti beda kalo gue ga masuk x inter a, klo gue ga memutuskan buat masuk kelas ips alias humanity, klo gue ga nurutin nasehat nyokap gue buat masuk SP, klo gue mutusin buat nyerah sama keadaan. gue ga akan pernah ngerasa sebahagia dan sebangga ini, kalo ngga jadi bagian dari angkatan 2009 SMA Negeri 8 Jakarta : )

goodbye everyone, goodbye highschool, i'm sure i will miss you all sooooooooo muchmuchmuch :x

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Friday, March 13, 2009

seventeen :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY for me : )

baru selesai nih 16 tahun. 16, angka yg gue ga suka sampe2 gue pengennya wktu abis 15tahun langsung 17 aja.ato kalo bisa 15 aja terus biar ga ketemu 16.haha.mungkin itu karna gue nganggep batas umur antara anak2 dan orang tua itu 16, bukan 17 (ya kan? orang cewek umur 16 tahun udah legal nikah kok hahaha). karna gue pengen jadi anak2 teruus, jadi deh tuh gue benci banget sama umur 16.waktu pengen ulangtahun ke 16 bawaannya kesel sndiri terus hahahah jadi kocak klo diinget.padahal baru setahun yg lalu :D

tapi ternyata, 16 ngga gitu2 banget kok. emang sih, ada momen yg bener2 nguji kesabaran banget. untungnya, semua kejadian2 ngga mengenakkan itu bikin gue tambah bijak (halah :P). tapi ngga cuma yang susah2 doang kok, diumur 16 tahun gue kemaren, gue juga ngelakuin banyak hal menyenangkaan. ya, mudah2an semua hal yang gue lakukan disatu tahun kemarin bikin gue jadi orang yang lebih baik : )

hmm 17 tahun nih. temen2 gue bilang, "han, 17 tahun nih. bebas deh!", atau "mau ngapain nih, han. kan lo udah 17 tahun!". bebas sih bebas. tanggung jawabnya makin gede, men. daridulu juga gue ga pernah dilarang ini itu. tapi karna gue ga dilarang gue jadi ga pengen buat ini itu.ga mesti 17 tahun juga kalii. haha

jadi, apa yang bisa gue lakukan di umur 17 yang belom pernah gue lakuin di umur2 gue yang sebelumnya..

  1. nyetiiiiiiir. duh bisa ngga ya. penakut banget nih gue >.<>
  2. mau muter2 di jakarta sendirian. seru aja bayanginnya. foto2in keadaan jakarta, nikmatin kemacetan jakarta, hehe. sebenernya udah kepengen sejak gue dikasih kamera sih, tapi belom kesampean. mumpung gue bakalan ada libur panjaaaaaaaaaaang banget. mudah2an terealisasi :)
  3. kuliah :D (yaiyalaaaaaaaaaah hahhaha)
  4. jadi makin rajin ngurus blog ini. minimal 3 bulann sekali gue ganti layout deh. insya Allah :D
  5. pengen bikin novel deh. dulu pernah nih. tapi stuck gt ceritanya padahal belom 20 halaman.hahahhahahha
  6. makin rajin nonton, baca, dan denger berita. kalo bisa berita yg bahasa inggris, biar naik peringkat lah. di umur 16 kan seringnya baca detik.com, naah 17 tahun bacanya CNN.com ato BBC.com dooong. hehhe :D
  7. pengen bisa ngehasilin duit sndiri deh. bisa ga ya :-?
  8. tambah rajin solat rajin ngaji rajin puasa rajin semuamuanya deh :D
  9. pengen banget bisa umroh >_<
  10. diet yuuk =)). NGGAK LAH hahahaha. ga bakalan diet gue :p. gue pengen olahraga teratur aja deh hehe
  11. pengen nginep bareng 43 lagiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii sebelum pada mencar2 nih huhuhu
  12. pengen backpacking deh. ato pulang kampung sndirian seru jg kali ya? hmmm :-?
  13. yg terakhir, mudah2an semuanya terkabul amiiin : )
btw, gue bingung deh. yang ngucapin pertama siapa ya? sms datengnya barengan gt. ada yg lewat ym, lewat fb jg. mana semuanya lagi nyala. udah gt di jam gue belom jam 12 malem. jadi bingung.gatau ah..hhaha. pokoknya thanks for all the wishes yaa semuanyaaaa : )

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Tuesday, March 10, 2009

randomizing again, and again, and again

you know


well

thanks

don't say it

not even in my dream

flying lower

smile's off

chance's gone

new hopes come

around

where have you been?

nowhere

yes.you

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Wednesday, March 4, 2009

kangen

waah kangen.udah lama ga nulis disini. nulis lagi aah


nulis apa ya enaknya. ohiya, SIMAK UI akhirnya udah selesai. tinggal tunggu pengumumannya, masih agak lama sih, masih 4 april. gue tanggal 4 april jg mo ngambil ielts (diundur nih zz). nyokap gue juga udah daftar SIM.jadi, gue tinggal tes ielts dan (klo nilai IELTSnya memadai amiiin) abis itu submit nilainya deh.
huff akhirnya.seenggaknya udah mulai jelas deh dimana gue (mungkin) bakal kuliah. tapi klo tiba2 ga diterima 2-2nya gimana yaaa? jangan sampeeeee :(

hmm cerita apa lagi ya. oh iya. sejak abis selesai SIMAK UI gue mulai males belajar lagi nih -_-"
mamam banget. minggu depan ada tryout lagi.gile bener daaaaaah.mesti belajar nih buat UAN. biar dipanggil kepanggung pas wisuda (hahhahaha :p).butuh semangat ekstra huhuhuhu

ohiya! ngga sampe 2 minggu lagi gue bakal 17tahun loh.hahaha.makin gede aja deh.tapi kelakuan masih begini2 aja. apa gue perlu bikin resolusi tiap taun ya? biar ada target2 trtntu gt.tapiiiiii ....... 

kayaknya gue masih kepikiran hal-hal ga urgent nih.bukannya mikirin UAN UAS gimana malah mikirin abis UAN UAS selesai ngapain aja yaaaa.hehe
pokoknya gue mau belajar nyetir, gue mau umroh (klo dibolehin :D), gue mau belajar masaak, mau jalan2 ke luar kota, mau nulis novel (haha), mau apalagi ya... banyak deh.
ga penting banget daah wkwkkwk

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Monday, February 16, 2009

result of my personality test

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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Friday, February 6, 2009

La Tahzan*! :)

If I count my bads, I would have a thousand reasons why i can be unhappy. not being number one in class, not getting into my first priority university, haven't got any [happy-never ending] love story ( jiakakakkak ), introvert person, easily getting fatter (hahhaha), cannot drive by myself (aaargh), etc.

But, when i look back again, I have MUCH MORE reasons why I should be HAPPY.
not being number one is not that bad. It motivate me to do more and get better score. and it also gives a new joke ( cie kiky rengking satu ahaha :P ).
not getting into my first priority university. huaah. it makes me sad at first, but it's okay now. that place is only for geniuses (AHAHA :P) with great talents. yeah, i really know i'm not that good in academic things NOW. but, 3 or 4 years from now..... just wait and see. yes, it really motivate me to study and think more about my future!
haven't got any interesting love story... IT'S TOTALLY NOT A BAD THING! you know, it's better to have MANY FRIENDS than having only ONE boy in your mind. yeah, more person, more story, more fun! ;)

everything around you could turn so bad to something you even haven't imagine before. every tough moment in your life would be so difficult and hard to be faced. but every tough moment can make you happy. just remember, different point of view will give you different pictures.

the rainbow will come after the rain. but, don't be sad when the rain is coming. just be happy when the rain falls, because you would be MUCH MORE happier when the rainbow comes :)

So, La Tahzan*! : )

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*Don't be sad, in arabic

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Wednesday, January 28, 2009

wondering

just wondering
if i were born in different place, or if i were not an indonesian, or if i was a very rich kid, or if i went to different schools, or if i joining other clubs, or if i have different parents, or if i didn't do some stupid things, or if ......

cuma wondering kok, apa gue bakal sebahagia sekarang kalo dulu gue memilih (dan dipilikan) jalan yg lain? apa gue bakal punya temen-temen yang superbaik kayak yg gue punya sekarang? apa gue masih akan disayang sm orang tua gue kyk sekarang?apa gue bakalan bisa berpikir seperti cara gue berpikir sekarang? apa gue bakal ketemu orang2 hebat disekeliling gue?
hmm...

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